god god god god

I am freaking out
freaking out
freaking ou
freaking o
freakin
freaki
frea
fre
fr
f
fr
fre
frea
freak
freaki
freakin
freaking
freaking o
freaking out
freaking out!
can you hear me?
can you feel me?
could you possibly feel this?
my heart, my lungs, my head
they will all collapse
they will all collapse until this makes sense.
is this karma?
k a r m a?
is this karma bein a bitch, because 'Karma's a bitch?'
or am I paranoid.
I know i'm paranoid, as hell.
my lungs
they will collapse
my heart
my dear heart...
and my brain,
it is running in circles.
it is saying how
how how how
how can you?
what did I do?
how can I?
what can I do?
what could you do?
what do you do?
what what what

oh god oh god oh god

If blue eyes could kill
thank god they can not

I would be in a grave right now.

I...I don't want to lose you.
you've become a part of my life.
I don't care what you say
it can't end like this
I don't care
it can't

I...I can't bear not having you,
even to talk to just sometimes.
to not smile at you when I see you
breaks my heart

oh shes still too young
she couldnt seriously be the one
it's nothing personal
but the age...
the age isnt right
the age just isnt right
no the age isnt right
it just isnt.

oh shes still to young to feel my love
she couldn't get it,
she'll just get hurt
no she's still to young
that age...

oh but im still too young,
to feel his touch
to know what he needs or what I want
no, i must let go of this jealousy
of this vulnerability he's instilled in me
but why...why has he done this?
if he had known than why?
I guess i'm too young to know
oh it's my age...
my age